Leaving my television news career has been a trial in careful self examination. It has forced me to look closely at my goals, the motivation behind them, and put the last 8 years of my life under a microscope. For many years I have been narrowly focussed on achieving professional success– reaching a level of prestige in my career, beating the competition, winning particular awards, promotions, progression….always progression. In the last couple of years, life began to change– I became a mother, and my priorities naturally shifted, but so did my perspective. And it began with my maternity leave.
During that time, I watched a lot of programming. When you’re nursing a baby, not sleeping, and recovering from delivery, the tv becomes your friend. I, someone who rarely watched anything other than news, began to really delve into what was out there in the world of satellite and what I found was a bit shocking. There was news, which I of course watched, but as I tried to find programs geared toward women like me, I found very few shows that met my needs. I instead found reality shows were running rampant. Tabloid-y, gossip-magazine-y, shallow programs lacking not only in morality but also in depth. Frankly, as an educated, career-driven woman, I found it insulting. Don’t get me wrong, I can enjoy a copy of People while I’m getting a mani-pedi as much as the next gal, but if I’m going to take the time to watch something– and really open my mind to it– I want to learn. I want to grow. I want to be inspired, uplifted, stretched, exposed to topics that encourage empathy and make me want to be a better me. And I know I’m going to upset some of you here, but I don’t really care who gets the rose. I mean, come on people, do you really think producers aren’t pulling the strings behind the curtain?
I don’t think we’re giving women enough credit. I certainly can’t speak for every woman, but personally, I crave a combination of fluff and substance. And that is my goal here on withHEART. There is fun to be had, but there is also good to be done. Today, I’m hoping withHEART can do more of both of those in a new capacity by bringing me full circle in a way. I’m launching withHEARTtv— a YouTube channel with video demonstrations, diy’s, creative mini-films, and what I love the very most, inspiring stories. We have a new contributor: videographer/photographer/editor, James Young. Check out his bio in the “about” section. He’s just the best. I know you’ll love him too.
This is our very first video. I hope you’ll watch/share/subscribe/tell-yo-friends-and-yo-mama then watch again. I’m excited to show you some great things.
I’m ready to start a new journey… are you?
Photos by James Young